I know a lot of people are saying that struggling with negative thinking, struggling with negative energy, struggling with loneliness, struggling with something is very hard. It is true. Struggling with something is very hard. If you think that you are struggling that it is painful and it is hard. So what my thinking is and not only mine, some other wise men, they also think that don’t struggle.
If something is meant to be painful, it is painful and you have to experience it. You cannot just skip the bad part and hope for the good part in your life. When you start something, you already know how far it will go. You just cannot accept it. But when the God created the universe, he exactly knew when to end it.
So you are the God of your own life, you’re the creature, you have created your time and timeline. So you do know when it started and when you will stop it or when the nature will stop it, you already know the ending point, you just not accepted it. So yeah, if something is gonna be painful, go right through it, feel the pain, feel the extreme level of pain, feel that suffering, feel it. You can only pass by it. If you go through it.
If you think that you’re gonna skip that part and you want to feel good, that will make you feel good for a little moment. But after that little moment is passed, you will feel that pain again. So go through it again and again, it, until it doesn’t feel anything, then you become at the ultimate status of being painless of that situation. Not every situation, not every circumstance and pain is not skippable. It’s inevitable in our life.
And the only thing that matters to me right now, right this moment at this stage of life, it doesn’t matter whether I am happy or unhappy, whether I’m getting something or not getting someone. It doesn’t actually matter if I’m nice to somebody. If I’m weird, if my day is going bad or not. I know already that this is life. This is all the things I need to go through.
The only thing that matters to me is the existence, the things I’m going through, the things I’m doing is it valuable? Is it worthless? Does my existence really mean something? I know that most of our, most of you are thinking like I am talking about nihilism or something absurdity in kind of way. Yes, it is.
But I’m not accepting that. But I think that why am I existing? And then I think about the myths of sisyphus like Sisyphus knew that the uh job is doing, the task is given to him by the gods, it’s a punishment and he is doing it again and again. And there is an end of the task like our life. We are doing it every day.
We are living every day. We are getting suffering every day. There is the meaning of life, but we are doing it like we are all punished by the gods and we are all sisyphus of our own mythological character. But it is what it is. But the thing is the struggle through itself.
It’s also giving us pleasure, the height of the struggle. It also giving us the pleasure. Whenever you were struggling with something you were dealing with pain, it also give you some sort of measurement. It sounds weird but it does. So if that pleasure is taking worth, then go through the suffering.
I think there is no meaning of having the feeling that you are struggling with the life. We everybody are struggling with the life and that is how life is meant to be. Thank you very much.
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